Wordless Wednesday

Healing and progressing

We have a had a busy few weeks! I was gearing up to have a barrage of medical check-ups and go back to work and R has been trying to keep a leash on me! So, here is the latest update...

We went to see the surgeon last Friday. Of course there was the waiting room with oldies playing and all of the 'pain update' paperwork to fill out. They want to know all kinds of things like, how long can you sit in a chair before you start hurting, how long can you stand, drive, read, etc. They also check on the status of your personal care i.e. do you need help dressing, doing your hair, makeup, shoes. I laughed out loud because I haven't done my hair since the beginning of December and haven't worn makeup since November! On those two questions I put a big question mark and smiling face. ? :-)

Anyhow, when I finally got in to see him we chatted about how I am feeling and the activities I have been participating in. I haven't been doing much so it was a short conversation! He pulled out the two x-rays and studied them for a moment. He said "Huh..." Meanwhile I am sitting in a chair behind him freaking out! Huh... Huh? Huh, what? Huh, good or huh, bad? ACK! Finally he turns around and says "I am stumped." Being out of patience, I said 'Ok, Doctor B. You said 'huh...' and now you are stumped, which is great but it is my neck holding my head up, so spill it!' He said 'Hop up here on the table and I'll tell you while I check it out.'

I did as he requested and he proceeded to tell me that it appears that the front of the fusion, you remember, the one from last June, is starting to fuse. What?! Yes, starting to fuse after 10 months of no bone growth at all. He said "I have never seen anything like it. It is unheard of for a fusion that old to start healing. I can't explain it." I smiled! I can explain it - I got a blessing, many blessings actually, that are predicated on my faith, of which I have an abundance. I was instructed to study and learn the lessons that I need to learn from this experience and I have been doing so. - I should apologize for not sharing any more of my lessons, but they suddenly became very personal and precious. Being such, they were inappropriate for me to share on such a public forum. - So, great news; I am healing!

My incision goes from my hairline strait down about 4 inches and across the base of my neck/shoulders about 4 inches (like a big T). Then there is a hole the size of a pencil eraser, which is now closed, about 4 inches to the left of the base of the T. It is bright pink, as with most newly forming scars. I believe it will be a while before I am comfortable wearing my hair up in public.

I asked about work and he said no, not just no, but emphatically no! I am only 4-5 weeks out of surgery and I need to be 8-12 before the bones have healed enough to start being really active again. So, 6 more weeks. He wants a CAT Scan at that point and those results will enable him to better determine how fast I can increase my activities.

Check out my metal!



The original plate and 4 screws are in the middle, each side has a clamp, rod and 2 additional screws.
R likes to say I am much like a walking hardware store!
Yes - I did notice that they are crooked - but if you know me, you will know it is fitting!

Ready for even more great news?! I saw the vocal cord doc on Monday and he said that my vocal cords are 100% physically healed! Woohoo! Here is the only bad news of the entire situation over the last week... I saw the speech therapist for a check up and a battery of tests. I didn't pass so she wants to keep seeing me. We need to work on a few things and in time, I should be 100%. So bad news but not terrible! Part of my homework is to read out loud for 10-15 minutes each day. Today, Dozer and I lazed in bed and read a Nora Roberts book. Dozer loved it, he is such a romantic! Perhaps it was the tummy scratching, but I choose to believe he likes romance... I have been reading a lot, not just romance, but a nice variety of books. If you have any suggestions, let me know - I am always looking for new reads!!

I have also been doing some embroidery. I gifted a cute little heart to my Mom, now am working on a fantastic little piggy banner. I didn't take a photo of the first one but I will take a photo of the piggies when it is done!

JoAnn's had a sale a few weeks ago and R took me down to browse. I picked out a pretty skirt pattern and he picked out some really nice tan fabric with embroidered fabric. May I just say that he has some very expensive taste?! I am too scared to even take it out of the bag to wash it! I imagine I will be doing just that over the next few days since I need to have it done by April and I haven't sewn anything in years. I did get the machine out and it works well. I've been practicing on a pillowcase doll that I made for, Jasmine, R's little sister's baptism in May. When I get that done, I will post a photo! I want to wear the skirt to Mom's Easter singing program. They started practicing last weekend; there are 160 people in the choir and they sing like angels! I am still hoping to get some photos and a video when they perform. I would really like to make a new outfit for Jasmine's baptism in May. The question is - skirt or dress? plain or floral? Bright or subdued?

We joined Facebook last August; the peer pressure was too great to resist! It is a neat tool for keeping in touch but I still find it odd how some people use it like a journal. There are some things that you should not share with hundreds of people... We share, but as on here, we are very selective in what we share. It is fascinating none the less!

We have had a few 'almost' adoption situations over the past month - 4 to be exact. As frustrating as it can be, we are still trying to be patient and calm. Everything in God's time, not mine. Our Birth parents are out there and we will be reunited at some point. We have been chosen and then rejected, almost chosen and had an opportunity slip through our fingers due to technicalities. Through it all, we know that all of these things have happened for the same reason - it was not meant to be. Those situations were never meant to be ours. We continue to serve through Colorado FSA and I actually got to write a blog post on February 15th!

Pumpkins

I was talking to a co-worker this morning about Halloween, weekend plans, weird costumes and weirder people. During our conversation I mentioned that at a training I presented last week, one of the guys came in with homemade Cajun spiced pumpkins seeds.I was surprised that people still do that kind of thing. I remember my Mother making pumpkin seeds once or twice - actually I remember eating them and not the making at all. So, in talking to my friend, I decided that I was going to make pumpkin seeds tonight. Being the adventurous cook that I know her to be, she agreed that it was a good idea and helped me find recipes.

The recipes (posted at the very bottom of this post) call for 1 cup of seeds. Do you have any idea how many cups you get from one pumpkin? Me either, not a clue! So I got 4, just to be safe. I am happy to report that 4 pumpkins is plenty.

So here we go...

I arrived home to find Max munching on leaves.He had a snotty nose and was coughing. It was a 'boogie' nose and was worth calling the vet. We decided that he did not need to make the trip in, but should probably be put on antibiotics. I grained everyone (horses get grain at night in winter), gave Max his antibiotics and went back to the house.

Feeling industrious and wanting to assert my independence now that my neck is doing moderately better, I decided to change the recessed halogen light bulbs in the kitchen. I have no idea how they do it, but flies and moths crawl in there and die. Very small space and not a lot of room - you would think they would be smarter than that. Anyhow, I got that done and cleaned up all of the little bodies and decided that it was time to tackle my next project. Either fix the milking stand or harvest pumpkin seeds. The milk stand weighs about 100 pounds and I can only lift 17, so that was out. Harvesting pumpkin seeds only requires a knife and happen to have several of those!

I set them up on the tailgate and started. I carved two. Not bad at the carving but the harvesting seed part is awful! Have you looked at the inside of a pumpkin recently? It is stringy, sticky, slimy, orange and smells a bit off.  Bleck!

I took the carved face pieces out to the goats to see if they would eat it. Lilly, as usual, picked at it and nibbled a little. Portugal ate a few pieces and decided that she likes grain better. Nephi ate as much as he could but Lacey, the pig kept pushing him out of the way because she loves pumpkin! She loves everything but especially pumpkins! At least I have something to do with the jack-o-lanterns when we are done. R met me at the house and we finished carving and harvesting seeds from the final two pumpkins. I think they turned out very well! What do you think?

I took the seeds inside to start the 'making' process. If there is a simple way to get the seeds cleaned and detached from the gross stringy stuff, I would like to know. That was the hardest part of the whole endeavor and the point at which I almost gave up. If you have an idea, please leave me a comment or email me!

The dogs of course wanted to play and be obnoxious. I am trying to learn to use the video feature on my phone, so here goes:

I set the seeds to soaking while we went to ride. Of course I couldn't ride Max because I am concerned he is getting sick. I am thinking maybe he is allergic to some of the leaves and wood chips that we had delivered last wee and not sick, but we will have to wait until tomorrow. 

R rode Bella and worked on loping around the field. I started Molly and tried to show Mom how to sit the trot with out bouncing around too much. She did a fantastic job and had a great time. She and Molly are a great pair and work very well together. I am constantly amazed at how far they have both come in the last 3 years. I'll try to get some photos next time.

  

When it got dark, we lit the jack-o-lanterns; what do you think?! Success?

 

 

After an few hours I went back in to finish my seeds. I did one Sweet and Spicy and one Garlic and Onion. R really likes the Garlic and Onion! I am planning to take a sampling to the Ward Halloween party tomorrow. The recipe for the Sweet & Spicy is below, for the others I used a bit of oil and the Garlic & Onion seasoning for burgers.

Sweet & Spicy Pumpkin Seeds

Ingredients
1 cup raw cleaned whole pumpkin seeds
1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/8 teaspoon chili powder
1 teaspoon white sugar
1 tablespoon olive oil
1 tablespoon white sugar
Directions
Preheat oven to 250 degrees F (120 degrees C).
Place the pumpkin seeds on a cookie sheet, and spread them out into a single layer. Roast until brown and crisp, about 45 minutes. Set the seeds aside in a large bowl.
Place the cinnamon, chili powder, and 1 teaspoon of sugar in a bowl, and set aside.
Place olive oil and 1 tablespoon of sugar in a heavy saucepan over medium-low heat, and heat and stir with a wooden spoon until the sugar turns a light golden brown color. Watch it carefully to avoid burning.
Pour the caramelized sugar mixture over the roasted pumpkin seeds, and stir to coat. Pour the cinnamon-chili powder mixture over the seeds, and toss to coat the seeds with the spices.

Winter is coming!

Winter is coming, it is well on its way! We had our first frost last week and all of the leaves on our trees have changes color and most have already fallen. It even got so cold that the crack in my windshield completed its trek all the way over to the other side.

'They' are saying that we will have colder than average temperatures this year. I am not sure who 'they' are, but at this point I am starting to believe them. We still have two barns to build before the snow flies. One horse barn for Molly and a stud barn for Nephi. I am thinking that this weekend is the weekend for building.

Since we don't have a fireplace, our furnaces run on propane. Yes, furnaces, plural... One for the house and one for the garage. I am not sure if the one in the garage is more for the dogs, Robert or me. The dogs because their kennel is out there, Robert because part of the garage is his man cave or me because without a man cave, Robert would be in the house and underfoot!!Anyhow, back on track. Propane is pricey and last winter with our furnace set at 65-70 it ran about $250 per month. I know; that is a lot of money. So this year, we are committed to not turing the furnace on until the end of November. As I sit here looking out the window at this:

I am reconsidering my firm position on not turning the furnace on!



 

In the spirit of winter, we got Dozer a new sweater. He doesn't ever get much hair and he gets so cold. Isn't he a cutie?! They had teal, grass green, yellow, pink and orange. Orange was the least offensive, so Bubba got orange. It fits well, but getting it on him is like wrestling with an oiled pig. Whew!

Our Ward is having their annual Spooktacular Halloween party this Saturday from 1-3. I volunteered us to bring firewood for the bonfire, which means we have to go and cannot flake out at the last minute. It will be at the Walpole's ranch, so there will be hay rides a petting zoo, fire, trunk-or-treat and some other fun stuff. This will be our first real Ward activity in almost 2 years. 2 years?! We spent most of 2009 trying to get pregnant and stay pregnant and most of 2010 recovering from neck surgery and yet another miscarriage. Now that we are on the road to recovery and working on getting our lives back, we are excited to get back into it. If only they would make the pews in the chapel more comfortable - then I could sit for longer than 30 minutes and would be able to attend sacrament more often. It has been quite some time since we tried to make it through the whole hour, and this Sunday is time to try again!

We are pretty excited about the Holidays this year. We were talking our plans and decided to do Thanksgiving at our place. We have invited Mom, if she chooses to come, but even if she doesn't, we will be planning and hopefully carrying out a feast! Christmas is going to be spent much like last year, at home with each other enjoying the true meaning of the season. New Year's Eve will be spent celebrating until midnight... or at least 9:30!

Chores and the wicked sprinkler

Well our garden this year consists of 6 tomato plants (with very green tomatoes) and two stunted squash plants which we found after we cut down the three foot weeds! I am convinced that they survived because the weeds protected them from the hail and wind and I am hoping the tomatoes ripen before the frost comes, but at the rate they are growing, it might be a while. I anticipate the we will be building a greenhouse next season!

R is great, he is back with his old company and has finished his 'probationary period'. He is back to being their top Foreman and is enjoying the work again. And our health plan starts next week! WOOHOO!

Dogs are all good. Dozer (the bulldog puppy) is just over 1 year and weight 65 pounds. He is getting better at listening and coming when we call but the stubborn bully streak is still very prominent!

We are planning to breed all three goats this year and will be selling all but 1 of the babies. I have come to then conclusion that I can not control who buys the babies or what they are used for (pet vs food) and I am finally OK with that.

Max (my gelding) is still about 75 pounds under weight. We are having some tests done at CSU to find the cause. I fear that if we can figure it out and get some weight on him before winter, he may not make it.

Funny story.

We were outside burning 'goat heads' yesterday. These little buggers are noxious weeds with seed pods that have 1/4 inch thorns (one actually punctured my riding mower tire last years and gave me a flat!). Each small plant can produce hundreds of seeds and they will quickly take over your property. Horrible plants! Anyhow, we were out burning goat heads as they have made the jump from the mail box to the driveway. Logical, as we DRIVE over them and help them spread.

So we were out yesterday afternoon burning weeds with our new weed burner. Did I mention that it was 95* out yesterday while we were burning weeds? I made it from behind the house, down the driveway to the mail box and 1/4 of the way back before my delicate sensibilities started to over heat. Lo and behold, the sprinklers were on at the house! I quick, passed the torch off to R, who was my fire brigade in case of a runaway grass fire, of which I had several, and I went back to the house. I walked through the sprinklers to get a 'mist' and cool off.

Well, about this time I noticed that one of the sprinklers was not sprinkling. Hmm, I am a competent woman, capable of many amazing things, I will fix said sprinkler myself! Excellent idea.

So I bend over the sprinkler and start trying to twist off the top to make it sprinkle. No progress. Ah, Maybe there is gunk inside that needs to be cleaned out!! I twist off the top. A GEYSER of water comes shooting out and hits me square in the face. Very cold water. Quick try to put the top back on. Too much pressure, water shooting 4 feet in the air, I am drenched and choking. Quick, use finger to pug hole. Whew, immediate relief.

Umm... Now I am stuck. Finger on hole, water geyser temporarily staunched, and can't let up finger to fix sprinkler head. I let go of the hole, water spraying everywhere, and run to turn off the sprinklers. Ah, I am brilliant. Now I can fix the sprinkler without getting drenched. I did mention that I was a smart woman, right?

So I, without looking at the sprinkler head in my HAND, walk back over to the 'broken' sprinkler. Well, when you turn off the water, the sprinklers go back into their underground caves for protection from mowers and chewing puppies... So I look and; oh nice, I can't stick my finger in the hole far enough to see what the problem is. And instead of looking at the sprinkler head in my HAND, I walk back over and turn the sprinklers on again so I can figure out what the issue is. Earth to me, the issue is with the piece in your HAND!

As you might imagine it takes the sprinklers a minute to build up pressure and turn on. Meanwhile I am again bent over the broken sprinkler peering into the hole trying to figure out if I broke the system. Why is water not coming out? I can hear it hissing... Oh, there it is. As the GEYSER shoots out and once again hits me in the face...

I am not normally one to admit defeat so easily but I give up. I quit, game over. Quick finger on hole, with one hand put spring back in top and quick screw in place on sprinkler. Look! Still broken and not sprinkling. At this point, who cares? Let R get hit in the face for once. Did I mention that he was burning weeds, watching and laughing the WHOLE time? Guess we have been married long enough that I am not longer a damsel in distress who needs saving. I am now just the competent, capable woman who is wet and can not fix the sprinkler.